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realityshifted2010-09-28 07:33 pm
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eighteenth pact ❖ {the other emil}
[Emil is on the Plane again, or rather, he's been here for a while; there's a couple batches of white-chocolate-chip macadamia-nut cookies sitting on the counters in the kitchen. Since that ceased to quell his restlessness and anxiety, he can be found sitting at the other end of the kitchen island on a stool, his feet resting on the bottom rung. A fat black and white hare snuggles into his arms. Really, who doesn't want to curl up with a bunny that has giant sharp teeth?
That, at least, seems to have worked, though he's still rather depressed-looking. But then again that's how he is all the time.]
I wonder if I'll disappear.
[ooc: One last tiny canon bump before the plot starts! Emil woke up as himself and not Ratatosk, told Tenebrae about his dreams, then overheard Regal basically saying they'd figured shit out. This led to Emil admitting about the existence of Aster's notes and the message Ten gave him and uh, everyone's kind of worried and mad. But mostly worried. They ought to be on their way to find Rilena now. :|b]
That, at least, seems to have worked, though he's still rather depressed-looking. But then again that's how he is all the time.]
I wonder if I'll disappear.
[ooc: One last tiny canon bump before the plot starts! Emil woke up as himself and not Ratatosk, told Tenebrae about his dreams, then overheard Regal basically saying they'd figured shit out. This led to Emil admitting about the existence of Aster's notes and the message Ten gave him and uh, everyone's kind of worried and mad. But mostly worried. They ought to be on their way to find Rilena now. :|b]
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... Um... what?
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Besides, if it came out of an egg from the Plane, it'll be miserable without you.
[He smiles, but only briefly.]
Maybe you can give it to a friend?
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[Satoshi just nods, as muted as usual.] I'll try.
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If that doesn't work, then I'll take it. I'm just afraid Wolf might eat it...
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[A pause. He fidgets.]
Thank you for telling me about the notes. You were wrong about where they were, though.
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It answered some questions. I still have a lot more, though...
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If you need help looking into it, I don't mind.
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We're... we're going to find someone that Aster knew. If we can figure out what he was doing before he died then maybe... we can finally solve this thing.
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But... if I'm just a fake, then I'll disappear when he remembers.
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By living, you became real. If you want to keep living, you won't disappear.
[Satoshi isn't sure why he is saying this, except that it is important, and perhaps the things that Daisuke and Kosuke have said have stuck with him more than he would confess. No one wants to fade away into someone else.]
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He /does/ want to keep living. For Marta... for everyone. For himself. Maybe that makes him selfish, but he thinks that maybe Aster would understand.]
Maybe you're right... Because, I do want to keep living. I'm definitely not giving up. Not until my journey is done, and beyond that... Who knows what I'd be missing.
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Thank you... for helping me. I feel a little better now.
[dkl;aj;lksf bet he doesn't hear that often.]
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[He's positively glowing now, but it's probably because Satoshi reminds him of Richter and there's a certain familiarity in dealing with linefaces. He presses a sandwich bag of cookies into his hands.]
Let's meet again soon, okay? Be careful.