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[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She's reaching out as she appears on the Plane, but her fingers grasp at the air before her hand falls back to her side.}

He's gone. He doesn't...remember.

{She starts to laugh, but it's very broken, and unsettling}

Ne, is that what Amshel meant? Disgusting, filthy, lying humans. I can't---shouldn't trust them. It's why, why Amshel, everyone died! They left me, and now, he's gone too. I hate them! I--I...

{But her mood changes again, and Diva takes a few delicate steps forward before she simply drops to her knees, her hands clutching tightly at her side as she begins to tremble}

I'm sorry, I really am sorry---Why didn't you say goodbye? Ne, what about your promise? Why did you...Please, please come back, Sam! I love you, I need you, please don't be gone! Don't leave me! I don't, can't be alone, you--

{She breaks off, starting to sob absolutely miserably}

((ooc: note, Diva is extremely unstable now, and prone to violence if put in the wrong spot. I'll tell you if it's going that way, but just a slight warning~))

Comments

[shatteredqueen.livejournal.com]

...Diva...?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

[he's not gonna say anything. he's just going to stand by and watch in silence for the moment, because you've said everything he can't]

[crowheaded.livejournal.com]

[Ikki is most likely still chained to Isaac at this point, but that doesn't stop him from making his way over to Diva and crouching beside her.]

Diva-san.

[firstmadeson.livejournal.com]

[Sorin hesitates at a distance for a moment and then drifts a little closer, stopping short of immediate grabbing range] ...Diva?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Diva doesn't look up, but she does try her best to speak to Lucy between sobs}

Lucy...He's gone. Sam, Sam left me.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{But Diva does look up to Gene}

Ne, Gene, you didn't take him away, did you? Ne, please don't...I'm really sorry, but, this is...

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

N-Ne...Ikki, why did---why didn't he say anything?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{The sobs stop, and she looks up with a blank expression. She's still crying, but the noise has stopped. When she speaks, it's very fragile and delicate.}

What is it?

[firstmadeson.livejournal.com]

[Headtilt, and then, mildly-] You're sobbing, people only tend to sob when something is very wrong.

[shatteredqueen.livejournal.com]

[let it not be said that Lucy is utterly heartless]

Oh dear. [approaches cautiously] I'm so terribly sorry.

[theguv.livejournal.com]

No, luv. I didn't.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

What...What do I do now, Lucy?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

Then...Why did Sam leave?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

I---He---

He broke his promise.

[shatteredqueen.livejournal.com]

Well, you can still see him, can't you? Back home, I mean?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

Because those Twins and that bitch Meredith are bloody bastards, that's why.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

It's not my Sam. He...doesn't remember.

[shatteredqueen.livejournal.com]

Well yes. But think about it this way. You can start over, right? Make him into your Sam again. I'm sure he's the same type of person. You just get a new start, is all.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She sniffs, but then looks down}

They can...bring Sam back to me, can't they?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

[doesn't answer, thinking of Misaki and others who have left and never returned, thinking of the times people have begged and had their requests ignored]

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

That's not what I want.

{Speaking frantically,} I want my Sam, who knows, and forgives me. The other Sam is fake, a lie, nothing but flesh that isn't true. He's not mine, and I don't want it. It's an eyesore.

[shatteredqueen.livejournal.com]

Why don't you find someone else, then?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

What would happen if they died?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

Don't even think about it.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

...Someone else? There isn't anyone else that can...

{She starts to cry again, burying her face into her hands}

I loved him so much, Lucy! I wanted to be his so badly, but he left...He's gone, and he left me behind.