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[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She's reaching out as she appears on the Plane, but her fingers grasp at the air before her hand falls back to her side.}

He's gone. He doesn't...remember.

{She starts to laugh, but it's very broken, and unsettling}

Ne, is that what Amshel meant? Disgusting, filthy, lying humans. I can't---shouldn't trust them. It's why, why Amshel, everyone died! They left me, and now, he's gone too. I hate them! I--I...

{But her mood changes again, and Diva takes a few delicate steps forward before she simply drops to her knees, her hands clutching tightly at her side as she begins to tremble}

I'm sorry, I really am sorry---Why didn't you say goodbye? Ne, what about your promise? Why did you...Please, please come back, Sam! I love you, I need you, please don't be gone! Don't leave me! I don't, can't be alone, you--

{She breaks off, starting to sob absolutely miserably}

((ooc: note, Diva is extremely unstable now, and prone to violence if put in the wrong spot. I'll tell you if it's going that way, but just a slight warning~))

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[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She sniffs, but then looks down}

They can...bring Sam back to me, can't they?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

[doesn't answer, thinking of Misaki and others who have left and never returned, thinking of the times people have begged and had their requests ignored]

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

What would happen if they died?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

Don't even think about it.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

Why? Why not? Ne, they took...It's like he's dead, isn't it? That isn't---That isn't fair, is it?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

No, it isn't. But you let me deal with 'em, Diva. I don't need you flying off the handle.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

...Then how will you do that?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

That's for me to work out.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Quietly} N-Ne, but...But what do I do now?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

Same thing he wanted you to do before, luv. Stop offing people and get better.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{LMFAO GENE never change}

...But Sam...Who can I rely on like that, Gene? There's...The people like that, they're all gone.

[theguv.livejournal.com]

[can do!]

You didn't have anyone you could rely on like Tyler, Diva. Don't be an idiot. [frowns] Nothing's gonna happen to you just 'cause the ponce can't come here anymore, okay?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Tears up again}

Ne, but if I don't have anyone to rely on...Then something will happen, won't it? I...need someone.

[theguv.livejournal.com]

[osubgoubs stop crying]

Oi, would you bloody well stop that? I'm not your nanny.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

...Stop what?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

You know. Crying.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Sniffs}

I can't just...stop! I just lost Sam! What do you expect?

[theguv.livejournal.com]

I expect you to show some spine, damnit. You seem to forget that my team is now down a man. You don't see me whinging about it.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{...:|}

B-But! It's not the same! You didn't love him! {She hopes}

[theguv.livejournal.com]

That's not the point! [too close, Diva]

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

It is the point!

[theguv.livejournal.com]

No it's not!

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

Is too!

[theguv.livejournal.com]

Nope.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{sup tearing up again}

You're!! You're unbelievable!