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{She's reaching out as she appears on the Plane, but her fingers grasp at the air before her hand falls back to her side.}

He's gone. He doesn't...remember.

{She starts to laugh, but it's very broken, and unsettling}

Ne, is that what Amshel meant? Disgusting, filthy, lying humans. I can't---shouldn't trust them. It's why, why Amshel, everyone died! They left me, and now, he's gone too. I hate them! I--I...

{But her mood changes again, and Diva takes a few delicate steps forward before she simply drops to her knees, her hands clutching tightly at her side as she begins to tremble}

I'm sorry, I really am sorry---Why didn't you say goodbye? Ne, what about your promise? Why did you...Please, please come back, Sam! I love you, I need you, please don't be gone! Don't leave me! I don't, can't be alone, you--

{She breaks off, starting to sob absolutely miserably}

((ooc: note, Diva is extremely unstable now, and prone to violence if put in the wrong spot. I'll tell you if it's going that way, but just a slight warning~))

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{Diva doesn't look up, but she does try her best to speak to Lucy between sobs}

Lucy...He's gone. Sam, Sam left me.

[let it not be said that Lucy is utterly heartless]

Oh dear. [approaches cautiously] I'm so terribly sorry.

What...What do I do now, Lucy?

Well, you can still see him, can't you? Back home, I mean?

It's not my Sam. He...doesn't remember.

Well yes. But think about it this way. You can start over, right? Make him into your Sam again. I'm sure he's the same type of person. You just get a new start, is all.

That's not what I want.

{Speaking frantically,} I want my Sam, who knows, and forgives me. The other Sam is fake, a lie, nothing but flesh that isn't true. He's not mine, and I don't want it. It's an eyesore.

Why don't you find someone else, then?

...Someone else? There isn't anyone else that can...

{She starts to cry again, burying her face into her hands}

I loved him so much, Lucy! I wanted to be his so badly, but he left...He's gone, and he left me behind.

[there are no words to describe the levels of discomfort Lucy's beginning to feel. not because her friend is upset, no, she can handle that. but because Diva's basically doing exactly what Lucy would do if she lost the Master. it's alarming and kinda scary]

Then you find a way to bring him back. Even if this other Sam isn't the same, he can be. He just needs to reach that point again, right? He wouldn't really leave you.

No, it's not the same! It can't be the same! That Sam isn't...He doesn't, he can't know me. He's not here anymore, so how could he believe?

I suppose he can't. [shakes her head] I guess he really wasn't worth you.

He was. Don't insult him.

I just think you could have done better.

How...? I couldn't have, no one, no one ever cared like Sam did.

[she almost says something nasty about Sam leaving and therefore he didn't really care, but reigns herself in. man they are way too similar because that's how she feels about Harry] I'm sure there has to be someone.

Ne, but...There's no one, not right now. All my Chevalier, they're even gone too, so...Who is it?

I... I don't know, Diva. What about someone on the Plane? There aren't any others you fancy?

{She considers it, and her mind at first jumps to Deadpool, but she shakes her head, looking down}

No one.

[gives her an awkward pat on the hand]

Well, aren't you better off this way? You can do whatever you want to do now, right? Sam can't tell you you're wrong anymore.

I...Don't want that. I want someone beside me.

Then we'll just have to find you someone. Sitting around moping won't help, right?

But he can't just be replaced.

Maybe not. But you can find someone else to make you happy, can't you? Someone who will pay you attention since he won't anymore?

{She opens her mouth to say something snappish, but turns her eyes down as she smiles just slightly, remembering her newest "acquisition" that she's suddenly grateful for}

I suppose so.