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[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She's reaching out as she appears on the Plane, but her fingers grasp at the air before her hand falls back to her side.}

He's gone. He doesn't...remember.

{She starts to laugh, but it's very broken, and unsettling}

Ne, is that what Amshel meant? Disgusting, filthy, lying humans. I can't---shouldn't trust them. It's why, why Amshel, everyone died! They left me, and now, he's gone too. I hate them! I--I...

{But her mood changes again, and Diva takes a few delicate steps forward before she simply drops to her knees, her hands clutching tightly at her side as she begins to tremble}

I'm sorry, I really am sorry---Why didn't you say goodbye? Ne, what about your promise? Why did you...Please, please come back, Sam! I love you, I need you, please don't be gone! Don't leave me! I don't, can't be alone, you--

{She breaks off, starting to sob absolutely miserably}

((ooc: note, Diva is extremely unstable now, and prone to violence if put in the wrong spot. I'll tell you if it's going that way, but just a slight warning~))

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[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[Remus doesn't come too close, he doesn't want to crowd her; he knows what it is too need some distance

but he does kneel down, does speak to her in a gentle, worried voice]

Diva?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She looks up to Remus}

Ne, Sam, Sam's gone, Remus. He left me.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[his eyes widen] On purpose?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

No, no, I hope not. Sam wouldn't have---couldn't have left me on purpose!

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[hesitates, then reaches for her hand] Has this happened before? People just - just disappearing from this place, not knowing it anymore?

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She hesitates, but lets him take her hand}

I...It has, but no one that was...Sam is different!

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[there's a flash of fear in his eyes, but he forces it back, nods slowly] It always feels that way, when it's someone - someone important. You know there's a risk but it couldn't be them, never them... [dammit the Plane was supposed to be different]

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Diva glances towards him for a moment, then quickly away}

I...I just don't know what to do without him. I loved him...so much.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[gently squeezes her hand] Well - you said that he believed in you. That he helped you. I think he'd want you to keep trying. [faint smile] That would be the best way to show your love, wouldn't it? Even if he can't see.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

My love...

{And finally, she looks at him}

I...can do that. But I want---need someone.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[meets her eyes with that small, bashful smile] I know I'm not Sam, but...I care about you, and I'd like to help.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Diva squeezes his hand tightly for a moment before she simply hugs him, though it's more like latching onto him}

Ne, then don't leave me, Remus.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[his eyes widen, but there's no familiar, resigned instinct to pull away, and after a moment he's returning the embrace]

Don't leave me either.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Surprised,}

Me? Why...me?

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[lopsided smile] Well, I don't have a lot of dear friends, you see...I'd like to hold on to them.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She squeezes a little more tightly}

Me neither.

I'm glad to have dear friends like Remus, though. It's...a really good thing.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[faint flush as he ducks his head] That's - I'm glad, too. You deserve...really good things.

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{Tilts her head slightly}

Does Remus love me?

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[his eyes widen quiet a bit, and his mouth drops rather comically] I – well – I...

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

You do. A bit or a lot?

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[swallows] Can you measure love, really? [...deeper flush] That - I mean -

[give him a moment]

I think...I love you like I do the Marauders, Diva, and that's...that's quite a lot. [oh Merlin he just said that out loud]

[madamemoiselle.livejournal.com]

{She really smiles at that before she hugs Remus tightly}

I'm really happy to hear that, Remus.

[oncemarauder.livejournal.com]

[the shock is minimal, and he returns the embrace easily, though his smile remains shy] Good.

((have decided they are the cutest thing ever))