ext_309132 ([identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] realityshifted2009-08-28 08:28 pm

047

{She's reaching out as she appears on the Plane, but her fingers grasp at the air before her hand falls back to her side.}

He's gone. He doesn't...remember.

{She starts to laugh, but it's very broken, and unsettling}

Ne, is that what Amshel meant? Disgusting, filthy, lying humans. I can't---shouldn't trust them. It's why, why Amshel, everyone died! They left me, and now, he's gone too. I hate them! I--I...

{But her mood changes again, and Diva takes a few delicate steps forward before she simply drops to her knees, her hands clutching tightly at her side as she begins to tremble}

I'm sorry, I really am sorry---Why didn't you say goodbye? Ne, what about your promise? Why did you...Please, please come back, Sam! I love you, I need you, please don't be gone! Don't leave me! I don't, can't be alone, you--

{She breaks off, starting to sob absolutely miserably}

((ooc: note, Diva is extremely unstable now, and prone to violence if put in the wrong spot. I'll tell you if it's going that way, but just a slight warning~))

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-01 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. And there's nothing to be done to change that, is there?

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-02 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Dr Crane nods and, oddly enough, sits down beside Diva without saying anything]

[cross-legged, for the record]

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-02 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
You've known loss before. How did you face it then?

[for the record, he's pondering if he wants to get her something to drink and lace it with a toxin, or if he just wants to play this without the toxins]

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-02 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Amshel also left. What did you do then?

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-02 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
Endings are always lonely.

[woops, was that not comforting? And the voice wasn't exactly mild-mannered Dr Crane. Let's try again]

But this is not the end. I promise to help you through this.

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-02 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course. Aside from common human decency, I am your therapist. I couldn't possibly abandon you willingly now.

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[you know what Crane's doing right now? He's whoring himself out for science]

Certainly. Though at some point, I'll have to get that tea...

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like it if you'd come with me.

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Then, shall we?

[he pulls her to her feet as he stands with her, not letting go]

[it's not pleasant for him, but, well. For science]

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
I was taught that a lady deserves a gentleman and have tried to live up to that whenever possible.

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
There's no need. This way.

[he walks towards the kitchens with her]

[identity profile] handfulofstraw.livejournal.com 2009-09-03 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[truly, silence is a relief. He prepares the tea in silence - water, kettle, heat, and all of that. He seems perfectly calm and content, which he mostly is]