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[Suffering severe trauma leads to taking an holiday. Taking an holiday leads to intense boredom. And intense boredom leads to ~~the Dark Side~~ Sam Tyler in a waist apron]

Fumie, we're having pasta alla carbonara tonight.

And, uh, if anyone else is hungry... I have a lot of spare time right now. [muttered] Can't believe the satellite and the internet went out at the same time...

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No, I mean to the people. To the victims, the human beings you're getting your sustenance out of.

Oh, them. Well, a lot of the time they die from blood loss. Unless I only take enough to hold me over for a real meal. Then they're just really weak.

You kill them, then.

I do. Just like humans live on the flesh of cows or birds, I live on the blood of humans.

But cows and birds aren't sentient beings!

So then you're saying I should die?

Just because humans can speak and think, it doesn't mean that they're any better or worse than what they feed on. They just are able to think that they are. So because of that, I'm the one who's at fault?

There are alternatives to murder. There are ways to get human blood without killing human beings. You're at fault for choosing murder.

Oh, that's right, I had forgotten. There's the bags of blood, right? Now, if only it were as easy as walking down to the grocery store and picking them up.

It's not possible. I kill so that I can live. If it means draining a person dry every week or so, then I don't really care. Self-preservation, isn't it?

There are other alternative still. You said it doesn't have to kill people; then don't drain them dry. You could take small amounts from multiple people.

{She laughs, but it's not a sweet, gentle laugh at all. Diva steps closer, hands behind her back.}

But then where would the fun be?

[takes a step away, feet slipping into a fighting stance]

... killing people... it's not supposed to be any sort of 'fun.'

Mm~ Probably not. That's why humans have probably called me a monster~ {Steps closer as her voice softens dangerously}

But it is fun, you know? It's fun to take a person and bend, twist, and break them until their throat is too dry to scream anymore. They might even cry, or call out a person's name as their life drains away.

{She smiles devilishly} Ne...But that's before I even drink their blood~

Sadism? Wonderful. Have you spoken to either of the Masters? I have a feeling you'd get along with them.

{Puts her finger to her lip thoughtfully}

Oh, only one of them. Ne, but it's not like I'm sadistic all the time either. In fact, you're probably the only one that knows! And cares that I drink blood. Everyone else has seemed alright with it so far. So I hope that you'll keep it a se~cret~♥

Why don't you want people to know?

Because it's awfully lonely when everyone thinks that you're a ruthless killer.

That's the price you pay for your choices.

And that's why no one here knows! I would never hurt a person I like, so they wouldn't have to worry. But there are always people that just think of me as a monster right away anyways~ It's that kind of person I kill, not just any random person.

But that's how you create a cycle. You kill the people who think you're a monster, so people think you're a monster for killing people, so you kill them... you can't get out of it that way.

Oh, I know that. That's why I don't want to kill anyone here. Ah~ At home, it all started before I even understood what it meant to kill a person, so it kind of started accidentally?

So I don't plan to hurt anyone here because it's another chance, but at home, well, there's no point in stopping if it won't do any good.

What if... at home, can't you stop killing? Maybe things won't change right away, but in time, it could be different. We could work out alternatives for you, here.

That's nice of you, but I really don't have that long left anyways~ {She giggles}

Sister is coming to kill me, after all. Ah~ When I do my final performance, Saya is going to come and fight me. And I know I won't win, so I'll die. So I don't have time, you know? Besides, Saya would never forgive me anyways. She's the only other person in the world that could understand, but she's proving her existence by hunting me down~

And you're just going to let that happen?

Mmm I guess so, yeah. It's not like I'm just going to die without a fight, but I'm not stupid enough to think that I'll win. Saya is stronger as long as I don't have something she loves. But she really doesn't have anything left~

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