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[didorothy]

[Suffering severe trauma leads to taking an holiday. Taking an holiday leads to intense boredom. And intense boredom leads to the Dark Side Sam Tyler in a waist apron]

Fumie, we're having pasta alla carbonara tonight.

And, uh, if anyone else is hungry... I have a lot of spare time right now. [muttered] Can't believe the satellite and the internet went out at the same time...

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[didorothy]

That's the price you pay for your choices.

[madamemoiselle]

And that's why no one here knows! I would never hurt a person I like, so they wouldn't have to worry. But there are always people that just think of me as a monster right away anyways~ It's that kind of person I kill, not just any random person.

[didorothy]

But that's how you create a cycle. You kill the people who think you're a monster, so people think you're a monster for killing people, so you kill them... you can't get out of it that way.

[madamemoiselle]

Oh, I know that. That's why I don't want to kill anyone here. Ah~ At home, it all started before I even understood what it meant to kill a person, so it kind of started accidentally?

So I don't plan to hurt anyone here because it's another chance, but at home, well, there's no point in stopping if it won't do any good.

[didorothy]

What if... at home, can't you stop killing? Maybe things won't change right away, but in time, it could be different. We could work out alternatives for you, here.

[madamemoiselle]

That's nice of you, but I really don't have that long left anyways~ {She giggles}

Sister is coming to kill me, after all. Ah~ When I do my final performance, Saya is going to come and fight me. And I know I won't win, so I'll die. So I don't have time, you know? Besides, Saya would never forgive me anyways. She's the only other person in the world that could understand, but she's proving her existence by hunting me down~

[didorothy]

And you're just going to let that happen?

[madamemoiselle]

Mmm I guess so, yeah. It's not like I'm just going to die without a fight, but I'm not stupid enough to think that I'll win. Saya is stronger as long as I don't have something she loves. But she really doesn't have anything left~