DI Patricia Menzies (
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realityshifted2014-10-18 09:40 am
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[Menzies is currently on her way to the kitchen, hoping to transport food supplies to additional accessible locations in the midst of the current crisis. however, out in the middle of the Plane, she encounters a familiar figure]
[the woman stands with her arms crossed, waiting. she's more put together than Menzies herself, with her dark hair tied back and her blouse and slacks neat and unwrinkled--a contrast to the sleep-deprived detective, rumpled and weary, who is approaching her. but this new woman also has eeriely glowing yellow eyes, and as she sees just who it is who's coming--and the expression on Menzies' face--her own expression shifts into a contemptful sneer]
Don't look so surprised. Or did you think you wouldn't see me because I wasn't in one of your mirrors? [the words are like a slap to Menzies, and this other woman knows it. she starts to smirk now] But you don't want everyone to know about that, do you? That you were warned that this would 'appen, and 'ere we all are just the same! Well, someone like you could never 'ave stopped me anyway, could you? Even with warning.
[tense, Menzies stops what she hopes is a safe distance from the woman. she ignores her taunting and demands:] What the hell do you want?
[the woman gives her a look of mock surprise] Sorry, am I interrupting? Gotta continue your food errand so you feel like you're in control of something, right? Otherwise you'd 'ave to admit that there's nothing you can do about any of this.
[Menzies flinches, unable to ignore that jab] I am doing something. And what's it to you?
To me? [the shadow laughs] It's nothing to me. Because you know what, DI Menzies? I know better. I know just 'ow useless we really are. I know about all the guilt we've got inside--the guilt you carry around with you like a festering wound. Verrelli. Grey. Gabriel. All that weakness is such a big part of me. Or 'ave you got it jammed down so 'ard you don't even know it for yourself?
[at that speech, Menzies just gapes at her double. and after a moment of sputtering, she declares:] Shut up! You don't know anything!
[but it's at that point that she hears someone coming, and both shadow and original turn to look, their faces almost perfect mirrors of each other--except that one has eyes ringed with dark circles and the other has eyes of bright yellow]
[ooc: Menzies faces her shadow! There will be a battle. Feel free to join in~]
[the woman stands with her arms crossed, waiting. she's more put together than Menzies herself, with her dark hair tied back and her blouse and slacks neat and unwrinkled--a contrast to the sleep-deprived detective, rumpled and weary, who is approaching her. but this new woman also has eeriely glowing yellow eyes, and as she sees just who it is who's coming--and the expression on Menzies' face--her own expression shifts into a contemptful sneer]
Don't look so surprised. Or did you think you wouldn't see me because I wasn't in one of your mirrors? [the words are like a slap to Menzies, and this other woman knows it. she starts to smirk now] But you don't want everyone to know about that, do you? That you were warned that this would 'appen, and 'ere we all are just the same! Well, someone like you could never 'ave stopped me anyway, could you? Even with warning.
[tense, Menzies stops what she hopes is a safe distance from the woman. she ignores her taunting and demands:] What the hell do you want?
[the woman gives her a look of mock surprise] Sorry, am I interrupting? Gotta continue your food errand so you feel like you're in control of something, right? Otherwise you'd 'ave to admit that there's nothing you can do about any of this.
[Menzies flinches, unable to ignore that jab] I am doing something. And what's it to you?
To me? [the shadow laughs] It's nothing to me. Because you know what, DI Menzies? I know better. I know just 'ow useless we really are. I know about all the guilt we've got inside--the guilt you carry around with you like a festering wound. Verrelli. Grey. Gabriel. All that weakness is such a big part of me. Or 'ave you got it jammed down so 'ard you don't even know it for yourself?
[at that speech, Menzies just gapes at her double. and after a moment of sputtering, she declares:] Shut up! You don't know anything!
[but it's at that point that she hears someone coming, and both shadow and original turn to look, their faces almost perfect mirrors of each other--except that one has eyes ringed with dark circles and the other has eyes of bright yellow]
[ooc: Menzies faces her shadow! There will be a battle. Feel free to join in~]

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[But not here. North notices Menzies' dot stop suddenly in his motion tracker, so he starts heading over there just to make sure everything is okay before he resumes his patrol--but that's when he sees there's two of her.] Theta, are you seeing this? [...does one of them have yellow eyes? His eyes must be tricking him.]
There are two Patricias... [Slight pause, his voice a little quieter and nervous now.] H-How can there be two of her? There aren't any mirrors or hologram machines around.
[He starts running over as Theta asks him his question, his expression a mix between concerned and stoic.] I don't know, but we're gonna find out. [And he doesn't say anything else. He's listening to what the one is saying to the other, and he catches a solid glimpse of the others's glowing yellow eyes, confirming what he saw a moment ago. The difference in looks don't matter right now, though. What's being said...]
Ladies. [He comes to a stop, looking between the two of them through his helmet visor. For Patricia's sake, he's going to pretend he didn't hear any of what was just said. Maybe it'll stop the yellow-eyed one from saying anything else along those lines.] Hope I'm not interrupting. [He deliberately turns towards the one without the yellow eyes.] Trisha, you never told me you had a twin. [His tone may be light and casual, but he's on edge and ready for this to turn nasty. After all, they're on the Plane...]
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[but the shadow laughs with unreserved laughter that would never come from the original. smirking, she starts forward, but not toward Menzies--toward North] Ohhh, look who it is! No, I'm not a twin, North. I'm something much better than that. [her steps are measured--not slow but not in any sort of rush, more of a saunter than anything. and as she reaches him, she drapes her arms around his shoulders and leans in close] I'm her, but without any of those pesky reservations. [she lifts one arm so she can trace a finger down his visor] And if you take this 'elmet off, I'll show you exactly what you can get from me.
[Menzies bristles, striding forward herself, a hand on the baton at her belt] Get away from him.
And why do you want me to do that? [the shadow turns briefly to Menzies, that silky smirk now as cold as ice] Because you know it's true? Is that it? Because he can get so many things from me that he'll never get from you, the emotionally stunted ice queen. [turning back to North, her tone is playful again] You know, neither of us knows what you see in 'er. Somebody as warm as you, so fond of physical affection. You must really love the sex, 'cause we all know there's nothing else she 'as to offer you. [she grins, twining her arms together behind his neck] Don't we?
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If you are her, you should know that. She has given me so much more than she gives herself credit for. [He lets the double's arms go, stepping away from her and towards Menzies.] No one else could ever do that. Not even a double this place has drudged up.
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[Menzies glares, stepping up beside North. she ignores the taunting and demands:] What do you even want?
[but the double just smirks at her] See, no answer. And you know the worst of it? You just rejected 'er, North. The real her, I mean. Me. [her smile widens] I'm a shadow, the true self. And I've got everything of 'er in me--including everything that knows it's never gonna work between you two. Because either the Plane will just snatch you away one day, or you're gonna learn enough about 'er to run on your own. In fact, I could 'elp with that. Couldn't I, Trisha? [her grin at Menzies is full of venom] Maybe it'll even be a combo. Because maybe you'll figure out 'er grabs for control are all a facade to cover 'ow useless and powerless she really is. And maybe you'll figure that out at about the time your war breaks you--and she can't do a damn thing about it.
[this is too much for Menzies. without even thinking about it, she steps forward in front of North now, as if to guard him from her words, and yells:] Damnit, shut up!
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Trisha. [He puts a hand on her shoulder, stepping closer to her but side-stepping her a bit so he can have a better look at her face.] Is any of this true?
[His voice doesn't carry any hint of hurt feelings or wounded pride--nothing of what he suspects the double wants him to feel. But he is curious, and worried that everything is true.]
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It's--it's not like that. [her tone is desperate] You can't tell me you're listening to that thing! It's just another of the Plane's tricks.
[for her part, the double scoffs] Then why are you so afraid? Feeling ashamed? Or maybe even guilty about the pathetic reality of who you are. [she smirks smugly] I bet that's the one, isn' it...Trish?
[Menzies recoils from the nickname as if she's been slapped, but then she steps forward, her face a picture of rage] What the hell are you even here for!?
[the smirk disappears now, and the shadow glares back at her with a cold expression] Isn't it obvious? I want you to admit it--that I'm you.
[but now it's Menzies who scoffs] Like hell you are!
[at that, the shadow lets out a sudden shriek--which is accompanied by a blast like an explosion, light and wind flying out from her. if North doesn't get his shield up quickly, both he and Menzies will be thrown back by it]
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Theta, shield!
[He steps in front of Patricia as his bubble shield is activated, Theta still not saying a word. His hand automatically goes up to his face to cover his eyes from the flash of light.]
Trisha, are you okay? [He doesn't turn around to see her. He's not taking his eyes off whatever the double has become.]
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Fine! But what...is that?
[the shadow's angry shriek has now trailed off into dark laughter. energy continues to pour from her as her form, formerly the perfect mirror image of Menzies' own, seems to simultaneously darken and melt into a black substance that not only reforms itself but grows. it spreads out in tendrils from her feet, across the Plane floor, and her hair too becomes tendrils sticking out on all sides, reminding Menzies of Medusa. then the shadow holds her arms out in front of her, and a glowing interface appears at her fingertips like some sort of floating keyboard. the tendrils all begin to crackle with electricity, looking more like cables than hair and certainly nothing like toes. her figure is reforming now, though--but it remains black, shot with lines of electric blue. and her face, still a perfect replica of Menzies', is gray set within it]
[Menzies recognises the style immediately--like something out of the film Tron. it's an absurd thought, but she also knows it's perfectly true. at first, she's gaping from behind North, still not really comprehending what this is, but then she tenses; she knows it's dangerous even if she doesn't yet know what it can do. she just hopes his shield can hold against it]
[for her part, the new creature lets her laughter trail off and just looks at them with her yellow eyes, grinning now] Ohhh, you'd better watch out now. She might be ineffective, but even HAL 9000's got nothing on me! [she types at her keyboard, and the tendrils snake out from her head and along the floor, making contact at various points along North's shield, and at the same time she sends threads of electricity crackling out from her body, along the tendrils, and finally into the shield itself] Ready for this? Let's heat things up!
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It's okay, Theta, don't let it in! [North's rifle is in his hands, but he still hasn't fired yet. He's scared, too, but his concern outweighs it. He can't take the chance that this'll hurt Patricia.]
[He feels the creature trying to get in past the shield, and though he wants to stay fearful, he knows he can't. He has to protect his Freelancer and his special friend!] I'm trying! Don't talk to me, right now.
[North would shake his head, amused, in any other situation. He knows the AI needs to concentrate and none of them can afford him losing it. He reaches for the pistol at his side and hands it behind him.] Trisha, take this. Don't fire until I say to. The shield's holding strong and the bullet will only ricochet in here. But we'll need to talk about what that thing said. We're not going anywhere, and this thing isn't either.
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[but at his last statement, she throws him a glare. curtly, she says:] We can talk later. First we've gotta stop this thing.
[meanwhile, the creature itself continues working at its keyboard] 'ow predictable! But I've already played through this scenario. Just watch!
[as she speaks, the electricity calms back into intermittent sparks, and the tendrils that have stuck themselves like wires against the forcefield pull back--then surge forward again. this time, they snake over the surface of the shield, creating loops around it that resume crackling with energy. now the shield is being attacked by both the weight and the electricity, and their view of the creature outside begins to be obscured]
Damnit! [she throws a concerned glance at Theta, but, remembering that he chastised North, she directs her question instead to the Freelancer] 'ow much of a beating can this thing take?
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Here's a scenario you probably haven't played through, Shadow Menzies: a tiny, black-haired, red-eyed reyvateil launches a spinning scythe blade the size of a full doorway right at the back of your head. Have fun with that.
And if you so choose to look at her, her glare is full force and her steps are purposefully, confidently carrying her right over toward North and Menzies as though nothing of import stands between her and them.]
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[North's eyes flick up to one reading in his helmet visor in particular: shield integrity. The numbers flicker in ones and twos up and down from 100%, but they're dropping steadily as the tendrils closer around the shield.] We can do both, Tri--
[But that's when a song and a scythe comes in.]
[The sudden singing throws Theta off as he's distracted by both its suddenness and...well, by that voice. No one back home has one like it. And this is a scenario the Counsellor has neglected to run them through. Unfortunately, that means all that concentration he was using to keep the shield up is lost.] No! [He tries to bring it back, but it needs to be deployed again for it be truly effective.]
[North has to think quick in that split-second from when the shield flickers to when it goes out. They need to get clear and re-establish the shield, but those tendrils will fall on them and do all sorts of damage to them, especially Patricia. So, he has no choice but to grab hold of Patricia by the hips and as the shield breaks, he throws her out over the pile of tendrils that were coiling around the dome--and braces himself (and he knows he's in for it from Patricia after this is done). He grits his teeth, not wanting to scream as the electrified cords touch him.]
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[she lands hard on her back, knocking the wind right out of her but otherwise leaving her unharmed--which she knows has to be a better state than North is in. fighting to draw in breath, she pushes herself partway up. she can't call out to North the way she wants to, but she tries to at least move where she can see him because she knows that he just threw her clear instead of getting clear himself]
[there isn't enough warning for the shadow to do anything but start to turn around before the scythe hits it in the side of the head. the blade sinks into it as if the creature is made of putty instead of flesh. there is no wound, but the face melts black around the weapon--until the scythe disappears and the side of the face reforms] You'll regret that! I'm in control here.
[even as the shadow snaps at Jacqli, it starts to divert some of the tendrils from the collapsing shield to snake in her direction. the scythe did cause one change, though--the electricity briefly stops, meaning that the mound of coils that falls on North are just that for a few seconds. but then it reestablishes the current, and electricity begins to flow through both those and the ones that are coming around toward Jacqli. and with North seemingly safely in its clutches, more tendrils break away to make for Menzies, crackling with energy as they do so]
You think I can't lock onto three targets at once? Think again!
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Ah… I've walked in on a bad moment, I take it.
[innocuous enough, he thinks. something's decidedly strange here, though.]
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[the other woman just grins at the newcomer, though] Hullo, Hawk. Ready to learn some new things about a certain Detective Inspector? Like the impotent, guilt-ridden control freak that she really is. [it sneers, its gaze locked on Menzies even as it seems to address Hawk]
Shut up. [for her part, Menzies hisses the words between her teeth, glaring right back] There's no point in this. What do you even want?
[the double laughs] You don't know? Some detective you are!
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Well, we all have our problems. [his eyes flick to Menzies for a moment.] What do you mean by bringing this all up, though? [aside from upsetting Menzies, clearly.]
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[Menzies glares right back] Admit to what? Your childish taunts?
[the shadow scoffs] It's the grudges we 'old that are childish, love. Trust me, we've got enough problems without adding that to the pile. [turning to Hawk, her expression is long-suffering] See what I mean? Even when you spell it out for 'er, she acts like she doesn't understand. But it's all just bluster--she knows the reality perfectly well, only she's too scared to face it.
[the original doesn't look at Hawk, keeping her dark expression focused on that face that is a mockery of her own] You don't know what you're talking about.
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Is this your way of making her face these things, then? [he's turned a little more towards Menzies, but he's keeping an eye on the double as well as he can. Someone who looks as similar as she does… It could be a lie. It could be manufactured. But he doesn't know.]
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[looking from Hawk to the creature, Menzies is at a loss for words. she can't deny that his take on the conversation is logical, but she still doesn't like it. the shadow has been saying awful things about her, and she can't just accept they're all true. she doesn't believe they are--not the exact way it's described her, at least. but after a long pause, she asks, quietly:] So you're...what? My dark side?
Ohhh, would you listen to that! [despite the double's mocking tone, it looks almost pleased] I'm you, yeah. But do you really believe it? Or are you just trying to pretend you're in control? [its glowing eyes narrow as it watches Menzies closely]
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It's quite a claim. [he glances between them, frowning] I suppose… would some proof to back this claim help?
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[Menzies glares at her, quiet for a long moment, not sure what to say. she's still skeptical of the double's words, but she's not going to deny Hawk's point either. so finally, she asks;] What do you want me to say?
[but the shadow gives a short, unbelieving laugh] What, you want to repeat after me? As if you'd let anyone 'ave that much control! [it takes a step forward, eyeing her] Or is this your way of pretending you're not afraid? Acting like you're still calling the shots when you know you 'aven't got a hope of denying me. That'd be so like you, wouldn't it? Admit it.
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[the rest of this, he feels, is up to Menzies. still, he rests his hands on his hips, looking between them again.] Is that what you want? All that you want? [not that it's necessarily a small thing.]
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[but Menzies resolutely ignores the double's conversation with Hawk, already convinced from her taunts that she has access to her memory, not to mention she at least trusts Hawk enough that she doesn't expect him to suddenly make any unreasonable requests. but at the suggestion that all the other her wants is some sort of admission about who Menzies is, she seizes that opportunity--though not without a bit of trepidation] If that's all you want, then fine! I like to control things. All right? I'm--I'd rather be in control than not.
[the other woman laughs bitterly] Was that it? Come on, you can do better than that! Or are you too afraid of what he's--[she gestures at Hawk]--gonna think of you? Too afraid to even say you're afraid! Face it, if you aren't on top, you're terrified. [she smirks again] Like right now.
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[that seems like a good step forwards! …even if the other Menzies doesn't seem as pleased.
He steps towards Menzies, reaching out to touch her shoulder.] It's all right. If there's something to say, at least you can be the one to say it.
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[meanwhile the double is laughing now] He doesn't even know you hate to be touched! That you're so afraid of people thinking you're weak or feminine that you've got a literal physical aversion to it. As if that's not a weakness of its own!
[Menzies glares at her] Stuff it. You told me to do this, remember?
[the shadow raises an eyebrow] Oh? And are you going to?
[glowering, she says:] Yeah. [and she takes a deep breath, glancing at Hawk before she resolutely averts her gaze, focusing in on the shadow. it's going to be hard to look at him again once she's said her piece, but she isn't going to let that stop her] All right, you're right. I'm afraid of not being in control. Of--not being good enough. People getting 'urt and not being able to stop it. Of not being able to do my job--or people assuming I can't. [because she's heard enough of that over the years--the skepticism directed toward a woman detective. even the skepticism toward a girl who wanted to be an officer. and she wonders if maybe it is true that some of that is the root of her difficulties with physical affection]
So yeah, I guess I'm a control freak. I--feel guilty for the people I've failed. And I'm afraid of being impotent, especially in a place like this where none of us 'ave control. Is that what you wanted to 'ear? It's true! Okay? I admit it!
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