http://pactum.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] pactum.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] realityshifted2009-12-22 07:32 pm

eleventh pact ❖ {my apocalypse}

[Emil (or is it?) appears on the Plane suddenly and without warning, surrounded by four big black wolves. They all have shreds of cloth in their mouths, and Emil's sawlike sword is covered in blood. If he's aware of his surroundings, he doesn't... seem like it.

In fact, he seems anything but lucid.]


I'll kill them I'll kill them I'll kill them I'll kill them kill them kill them kill them KILL THEM kill them kill them kill them kill them kill them kill them I'll kill them I'll kill EVERYTHING because no one NO ONE deserves to live. YOU. You betrayed me. Filthy, worthless humans! Humans, half-elves, all of you are KILLING THIS PLANET like you killed my tree and I'll make you PAY for hurting me. They hurt me. They HURT ME.

[And then, just as suddenly, he's cringing.]

It hurts it hurts everything hurts she's dead I'm dead I'm not alive I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying nothing is worth it everything is ending MAKE IT STOP!

[Suddenly, he gains a seething black aura that can be seen as much as felt-- pure power, hatred, and darkness. Oh, the darkness. It's his native element and it's expressed as much now as ever.]

[ooc: PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING. People who comment to this post have a HIGH RISK of being hurt and/or killed. EMIL HAS LOST HIS MARBLES BECAUSE OF CRANE.

Damage Control: How much do you want your character beat up? Please leave me an OOC note in your tag. I can accommodate. However, if you decide to have your character killed, please fill out this form and have it approved BEFORE it happens.

Emil should be able to survive this encounter, seeing as he's a huge godmod (and some plot stuff needs to go down) so I'd rather not kill him off here. Revenge can come later. You can ping me on AIM as heroic BSOD if you want to talk things over.

Happy holiday massacre, guys!]

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[his eyes are burning as his lips part again, but he shakes his head; no more outbursts]

How would she want you to be remembered?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
For what? It won't bring her back. It won't make you feel better, not in the end. It won't make it all worth it.

[takes a breath; he's so tense, almost trembling, he knows this can get very bad very quickly] She's gone. That doesn't mean you can't keep fighting for her.

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
And what about the ones who had nothing to do with it? The people who just want to live their lives? Who love someone the way you loved her?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[takes a chance and steps forward, though he doesn't relinquish his shield] She was very brave, it sounds like. Compassionate. Don't you want to honour that?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[he doesn't come any further, but his words are earnest] You can still try. For her, if nothing else.

...Tell me about the Cores? What happened to hers?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[he winces at that, and whispers despite himself] I wouldn't blame you for killing them.

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
It is if you focus on justice, and not...mindless vengeance. She'd want the former, wouldn't she?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[shakes his head] I don't want to fight you.

And I don't think you want to fight me either. Not completely, anyway.

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2009-12-31 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Which isn't to say you won't, of course, but it won't help.

They destroyed her, do you want to let them destroy you too?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2010-01-01 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
You can still try, can't you?

[identity profile] oncemarauder.livejournal.com 2010-01-03 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[he doesn’t step back, simply focuses more on his shield; it ought to hold against blunt force, at least at first]

I know people who like her. People who could die any moment.