ext_153071 ([identity profile] theguv.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] realityshifted2009-09-05 07:42 pm

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[there's a certain trend one might notice among CID members. you see, whenever someone from CID is upset, you can generally find them at the bar. (unless it's that mouthy plonk Annie, because she a) never gets sad and b) 's a bird and therefore goes all weepy and shit instead of being a manly man and hiding her grief in booze) AT ANY RATE, one might notice that Gene just happens to be at the bar. he's shooting back whiskies without much care, a growing pile at his right, but if you come near him he'll adamantly deny anything's wrong.

after all, Diva all ready had a breakdown over Sam. he's not about to be a bloody div and do it, too. pffft, that's just silly.

so anyway, Gene's at the bar, which is his second home anyway. approach him if you want]

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
{Because she just lost her whole life, bro}

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
{SHOULD SHE COME BACK AND GET SHOT, y/n?}

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
{nope!}

{So Diva reappears after quite a while, actually, right where she dropped off the Plane. She's wearing a fancy dress and coat, but her "lipstick" is running. Diva doesn't pay any attention to Gene, just starts walking away, murmuring lightly}


Ne, I guess I'll need new ones...

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
What is what?

{But she'll keep walking}

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Ne, she did. She cut her finger on my dress~

{Diva holds up her own finger, and it seems like she's about to touch Gene, but instead she uses it to wipe the blood trailing down her chin off, and puts that finger in her mouth}

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
{She doesn't flinch, just looks away, her head kind of lulling back as she giggles}

I had a snack. I hadn't eaten since Dr. Crane gave me that blood. I couldn't help it. It didn't taste that good, though.

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
One--ah, two. Humans can't see...they can't see what she really is.

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
{She pauses, then brings her hands to her face}

They can't see me. Ne, I'm not a monster, I'm really not, Gene. If I were, then I can't...Is that why they've all left?

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
{Her hands slide away, and she tilts her head}

That isn't it, either. The ones at home, they're not alive. They're not real. They aren't...

{She looks down at his hands}

Can you let me go?

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
No...No, you don't understand, that's it!

{She laughs} It's not just Sam! Everyone, everyone is gone. No goodbyes, no apologies, nothing at all! It's just like they're dead, and it's just like when my Chevalier all died. But these corpses, they were a lot more precious, you know...?

{Crazy bint's eyes well up with tears} Sam, Hei, everyone...I'm really sorry. I'm really, really sorry. If I leave too, does that mean I can die?

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
What about because I'm sad? Angry? Bitter, hurt, and everything else! It's like Josef betrayed me all over again! How can you, just a human that I only fought with so that maybe, just maybe, I could have my own happiness with Sam, understand that?! He was my everything, and now...I have my one Chevalier, and a doctor that wants to make me "better". What is that worth? I really thought that Sam would be the one to give me Saya's happiness, but...I guess that was stupid.

{She wriggles a bit, then sniffs, coming back to herself gradually}

Can you at least set me down? My feet aren't touching the ground anymore.

[identity profile] madamemoiselle.livejournal.com 2009-09-12 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
I made a new one. You don't know him.

{She kind of kicks her feet. She wants down, Gene D: careful that she doesn't kick you in the balls}

I don't---{She does want to, but} You won't let me, but how can you do that?