[Morgana is considering herself for a moment.] Thank you for everything, Gwen. Especially... You haven't said a word on it, but you know, don't you? About my... magic.
[She manages to get it out, even though she is still scared, scared of how Gwen will respond, scared that she is wrong about Gwen. It's a fear that she can't unroot, no matter how hard she tries; it's the fear that has kept her from discussing it with Gwen, even though for a while now she has believed that Gwen already knew--even though she trusts Gwen more than anyone else in the world. Because no matter how much faith she has in Gwen, that one tiny sliver of a possibility would ruin everything. It's a terrifying gamble.]
[That's why she wants to speak it out loud. That fear has to stop. It feels like betraying Gwen to doubt her.]
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[She manages to get it out, even though she is still scared, scared of how Gwen will respond, scared that she is wrong about Gwen. It's a fear that she can't unroot, no matter how hard she tries; it's the fear that has kept her from discussing it with Gwen, even though for a while now she has believed that Gwen already knew--even though she trusts Gwen more than anyone else in the world. Because no matter how much faith she has in Gwen, that one tiny sliver of a possibility would ruin everything. It's a terrifying gamble.]
[That's why she wants to speak it out loud. That fear has to stop. It feels like betraying Gwen to doubt her.]