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realityshifted2009-09-11 10:16 am
lamb_of_gold) wrote in realityshifted2009-09-11 10:16 am
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[Well, in the grand scheme of things, Mu seems to be holding up fairly well, considering he lost two close friends and got perfection'd in the same afternoon. At any rate, he's back at the small wooden table he brought awhile ago. Keeping him company is one (1) Lovely Areis Cloth in it's presentational form, and one (1) bottle of sake, which he shared with Amaterasu once. The bottle is mostly full - he hasn't had any to drink. He's just staring at it.
He realizes he's not very good at dealing with this. Why would he be? This isn't a common situation for someone like him. When another Saint dies, they're honored, not mourned. Mu is, in fact, pretty damn sure he's doing both Hei and Amaterasu a disservice by feeling this way, but he can't really ignore it anymore. In a way, that makes him feel worse.
So finally, he pours himself a little cup of the rice wine, contemplates it a moment, then sips.]
He realizes he's not very good at dealing with this. Why would he be? This isn't a common situation for someone like him. When another Saint dies, they're honored, not mourned. Mu is, in fact, pretty damn sure he's doing both Hei and Amaterasu a disservice by feeling this way, but he can't really ignore it anymore. In a way, that makes him feel worse.
So finally, he pours himself a little cup of the rice wine, contemplates it a moment, then sips.]